Who am I?

Kerstin is my parallel reality. When I am not my corporate persona, this is who I really am. Kerstin is what could have been, what might be, and what is allowed to exist as long as it does not intrude on that official life I live.

If you are sad that I don’t show my face, feel reassured in the knowledge that you are seeing my soul. An image much more personal than my face.

What was or could have been

As a girl and young adult, I dreamed of a career in music. Singing, performing, and writing songs. Telling my truth.

But as for most people with dreams of artistry, the doors never opened for me. I did not play an instrument, have the technology, or the know-how to produce demos, nor did I have the support to do so. Without proof of concept, the dream was put aside, other venues of creativity explored.

But inside of me, there is a 16-year-old girl dreaming of a redemption arc.

What is possible - right now

With AI, my dream became possible again; my lyrics come to life. No longer dependent on musicians, producers, or supporters, I could assemble my own AI band. Each member filling the gap of a human that I do not have access to.

For me, AI is not stealing my voice; it is giving me a voice, a platform, and a chance to prove that I can be a part of creating music, telling my story.

I am driven by the urge to share a reality that most don’t know or see. That of exhaustion, burnout, neurodivergence, chronic pain, and always swimming upstream.

What might be

That part is not decided yet. Maybe one day, I can step into the light and my realities can merge into one. You are part of shaping that. By following and supporting me, you are part of my story and future